Jump or Get off the Ledge aka I Quit my Job
Leah Walker February 18, 2013

A safe distance from the edge, I looked out and saw green grass, rolling hills, and beautiful blue skies. I looked below and saw a river; my heart began to pound. This was real.

New Zealand Bungy

 My shins were uncomfortable from the equipment pressing so tightly, but that’s what you want when bungy jumping. Tightness. The harness around my waist was secure and ran the length of my legs, connecting it to my ankle restraints. I walked like a penguin closer to the edge; it was difficult to move at all. Part of that came from the safety equipment and the other part came from the paralyzing fear I was beginning to feel.

New Zealand AJ Hackett

 Would these ropes hold? Were they measured correctly? Would I have a heart attack before the cord even stretched out? Bungy jumping is on my to-do list. I couldn’t come to New Zealand and NOT bungy jump.  My common sense told me that I would be stupid to jump off something so high with only nylon, metal, and other ordinary stuff keeping me from killing myself. My stomach started churning.

New Zealand Bungy

 I waddled a little closer. The weight of the thick cord pulled me down when it was dangled from the ledge. I felt as if I wouldn’t have to fall or jump; the cord’s weight would just jerk me down. The more I thought about it, the more scared I got. I began to shake and fear that a stiff breeze would blow me off the platform.


“I can’t do this. I mean, I really can’t do this.”

My mind was made up. The cord was pulled back onto the platform and the equipment removed. I was disappointed in myself. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would not follow through and jump. Why did I let my mind get in the way of this experience? I vowed never to let fear stop me from doing something I desired, no matter how scary.

I originally wrote of this experience in November 2011, but recently, the feeling of this failed bungy jump again enveloped me. I wasn’t standing on the edge of something high about to hurl myself into some vastness below. No, this was a metaphorical jump, simply a conversation with my boss, a person whom I adore.


It was time for me to go. I knew it. She knew it. I was stretched thin trying to do everything. In the end, I wasn’t doing my best at anything, which wasn’t fair to my employer, family, friends, site, or myself. Something had to give.  So, at the end of February, I will no longer be in corporate America working in a comfy technical writing position. There’s no more guaranteed paycheck with a 401k and paid holidays and vacation. To me, that’s much more frightening than jumping off a bridge. At least by jumping I’d quickly know the outcome.

As of February 28th, I’m dedicating myself 100% to my writing, this site, and a couple of other business ventures I have in the works. My bosses have given me a life boat of sorts. They’ve offered part-time opportunities and told me that I am welcome back. I appreciate the offer and am honored that they think so highly of the job I’ve done. Perhaps I’ll step back into the cubicle at some point, but right now it’s time to jump or get off the ledge.

Without a strong support system there is no way I would be able to simply quit my job and pursue my travel and writing dreams. I am beyond grateful for the opportunity and humbled knowing that there are people that believe in me in such a way.

Now the REAL work begins.

Featured Image by Roughley Originals

Leah Walker

Leah's a luxury travel and food writer who has as many stories as she does shoes. She documents her experiences whether that's in the lap of luxury or riding through a swamp in an airboat. Leah freelances and has contributor/editor roles with The Daily Meal, The Daily Basics, Luxe Beat Magazine, Forbes Travel Guide, and is a travel ambassador for Atout France USA. Leah's thrilled to call Paris home after being awarded the coveted three-year Compétences & Talents visa from France, though her talents don't extend to speaking French. Yet.


  1. Inspirational. Now we should all jump off the edge!

    Myself, I have a relatively high fear threshold when it comes to heights and most other things. (Though I do get scared of talking to cute girls). My disappointment comes when I know I’m not using this fearlessness to its full potential. Cheers for risk taking, it’s the rush of living.

  2. I don’t think I would have bungied either — I don’t think you’re a wimp for not doing it! And kudos to you for following your heart. You may have seen my tweet about how I opened this post up this morning and can’t bring myself to x out of it ….. because I need to do the very same thing and haven’t found the courage (or the source of health insurance for my kids or my mortgage payment, etc. etc. etc) yet! Good luck to you; I am in admiration over here.

  3. Congrats!!! I just wrote about this as well – Did you see the recent article on NYTimes about knowing when to quit your job? It was really informative…and inspirational! (Check my recent post below with the link to the article)

  4. Congratulations, and good luck! I venture into the world of the no-guaranteed-paycheck from next Thursday…let’s see how that goes! Hopefully we’ll meet up, whether it be in Boston or Toronto, both as successful, fabulous and sexy full-time bloggers. Well hoping successful…sexy and fabulous have already been achieved 😉

    Also, I totally wouldn’t have done the bungee jump, either.

    1. “Well hoping successful…sexy and fabulous have already been achieved.”

      This made me smile. Thank you so much for the encouragement. Our paths will cross soon, but until then I’ll be following your amazing adventure.

  5. What an impressive leap – congrats! I love how you put the bungee jumping in perspective. Maybe now that you’ve taken the scarier plunge, you’re ready to try jumping off a bridge again? 😉

  6. Such an inspirational post. I love hearing stories like yours because we too jumped off that ledge (12 months on the road so far) and while it was scary it was also the most exhilarating feeling Ive ever had.

    I truly believe that if you follow your heart and your dreams you can not go wrong.

    Good luck with your adventures, I look forward to reading about it all!

  7. Wow what a decision! Congrats for being so “adventurous” and I wish you loads of fun on your future “travelicious” path :-) As we missed each other in Switzerland, I hope to meet you someday somewhere

  8. Congrats on taking that step! I knew this time would come for you. It was just a matter of when. You hung in there a little longer than I expected. Good luck with the new direction. I’ve thought a lot about making this step myself. However, I don’t think I am ready for it yet.

  9. Congratulations! I understand that feeling. I put in my resignation last summer. I’m approaching 6 months of “gleefully unemployed” from corporate America. I have some freelance gigs I’ve picked up, and am enjoying traveling.

    Best of luck.

    1. AWESOME! Corporate America will always be there. In making this decision, I told myself, “I can always get another job.” I, as I’m sure you have, put myself in a position to know that yes, I will be able to step back into the cubicle should I choose to.

  10. “Stress level: extreme. It’s like she was a jar with the lid screwed on too tight, and inside the jar were pickles, angry pickles, and they were fermenting, and about to explode.”
    ― Fiona Wood, Six Impossible Things

    Go get ’em young lady and may your travels all be safe!!!

  11. Congratulations Leah!

    That must be liberating but scary like hell at once!

    I too gave up my super corporate position in order to LIVE and take care of my health. That was the wisest and best decision ever.

    You are doing what your heart truly wants and though you may not know where the support is or will be, just trust that this universe will provide for everything you need.

    Believe me on that one cause I’ve been doing it for 5 years now!

    You are very talented and fab opportunities are just lining up nicely for you.

    Keep up the great work & I look forward to read more of your adventures.

    K :)

  12. I’m so glad you are taking the plunge and doing what you want. I wish you all the best and hope you have a great time doing the things you love.

    May all your wildest dreams come true!

  13. Congrats on taking the leap! Sounds like you have a great friend in your boss, so I’m glad that it worked out amicably. I look forward to reading where the road (or you know, commercial planes) take you! Go get ’em!

  14. Good for you Leah. I can’t wait to see where you will take us all as you will soon get to completely focus on what is meant to be.

  15. Wow Leah – congrats! That is a huge jump, and I was wondering when you would take it! I am sure you will never look back! I know you will be successful no matter what you take on!

    1. I’m going to do the bungy when I get back to New Zealand. That’s just going to happen. As for the quitting part, I don’t blame you. The day I quit teaching was one of my best.

  16. woo hoo!! welcome to the club. true story, i got so nervous about quitting that i did it 4 months early… and my direct boss basically told me i was a moron and to go back to my desk. then i did it again for real in november and it was the best feeling in the world. only up from here! xo! the romantic

  17. I love your courage! I think I’m next in line to bungee jump but I keep letting other people go first…sigh. good luck on this new stage in life!

  18. I’m new to your site and am inspired by your story. Thank you so much for sharing it as I seem to be in a similar boat as you. Next year I’ll be teaching in Spain and leaving a safe, secure, stable (…boring…) job. I’m ready to jump, just as you were. I look forward to following your adventures!

    1. Congratulations to you, Mike. I find that I regret the things I don’t do rather than the things that I actually do. Best of luck teaching in Spain. It’s a wonderful place. I do hope you enjoy teaching more than I did. Ten years was enough. :-)

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